{"id":635,"date":"2011-02-21T12:12:25","date_gmt":"2011-02-21T17:12:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/unorthodoxcreativity.com\/blog\/?p=635"},"modified":"2011-08-12T13:39:42","modified_gmt":"2011-08-12T18:39:42","slug":"everybody-has-an-animal","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/unorthodoxcreativity.com\/fiction\/everybody-has-an-animal","title":{"rendered":"Fiction: Everybody Has An Animal (2007)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&#8220;Everybody has &#8216;n animal.&#8221; He smiled, leaning back in his rocking chair and pulling his worn blanket around his knees. Something creaked when he moved &#8211; old wood or old bones, she couldn&#8217;t tell.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Their animal shows isself in diff&#8217;rent ways. Maybe they&#8217;re &#8216;n artist or writer, an&#8217; &#8216;at animal is their muse. Maybe they&#8217;re a scientist, an&#8217; &#8216;at animal pulls &#8217;em t&#8217;learn about living things. Maybe they&#8217;re &#8216;n occultist, an&#8217; &#8216;at animal is their spirit guide or their animal totem. Maybe they&#8217;re a furry, an&#8217; they think they chose &#8216;at animal t&#8217;express &#8217;emselves. Maybe they&#8217;re s&#8217; hollowed out by the world around them &#8216;at th&#8217; animal is just a favorite, a passing name or image, an&#8217; nothing more. Maybe they&#8217;re s&#8217; worn thin an&#8217; grey-eyed &#8216;at their animal died right along with their heart, years &#8216;go.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Or, sometimes, &#8216;at animal isn&#8217;t separate from us. &#8216;At animal is us.&#8221; He lifted a wrinkled, spotty hand, tremors racing through his crooked fingers. His fingernails were yellow and cracked, but they were thick and heavy and unusually rounded.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Our bodies start forgetting &#8216;at they have t&#8217;be human, &#8216;specially if we change a lot. My nails&#8217;re a dog&#8217;s claws now. Sometimes, my eyes don&#8217;t go back t&#8217;blue for days an&#8217; days.&#8221; He smiled again, showing off worsening teeth. &#8220;We live a long time, us animal-people. And &#8216;ere&#8217;s never any telling when an animal-person will find &#8217;emselves an&#8217; figure it all out for th&#8217; first time.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;We ain&#8217;t werewolves like in th&#8217; movies.&#8221; The smile faded from his lined face. &#8220;We ain&#8217;t monsters, an&#8217; we ain&#8217;t looking t&#8217;hurt nobody. We&#8217;re just animal-folk, living our lives as best we can. Some take it &#8216;pon &#8217;emselves t&#8217;help others find their animals, howe&#8217;er their animals show &#8217;emselves. Most of us, we just live quiet. It&#8217;s getting harder, what with th&#8217; world changing &#8217;round us, t&#8217;keep normal folks from finding out &#8217;bout us. But we&#8217;re doing alright. Just a li&#8217;l underground people, like th&#8217; old Christians or th&#8217; new pagans, like th&#8217; Irish back in th&#8217; railroad days &#8211; just living our lives, not wanting trouble.&#8221; He peered at her with white-clouded eyes. &#8220;D&#8217;ya understand what I&#8217;m saying?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>She nodded with a little smile. &#8220;I do, sir.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>He chuckled raspily. &#8220;Don&#8217;t need t&#8217;call me sir. I ain&#8217;t a stranger t&#8217;ya.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Her smile widened, showing teeth. &#8220;Alright. It&#8217;s just very wordy to call you Great-Great-Great-Grandfather all the time.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>His eyes crinkled as he chortled, slapping his knee. &#8220;Then just call me Great!&#8221;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8220;Everybody has &#8216;n animal.&#8221; He smiled, leaning back in his rocking chair and pulling his worn blanket around his knees. 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