{"id":203,"date":"2011-11-22T09:53:13","date_gmt":"2011-11-22T15:53:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/unorthodoxcreativity.com\/emky\/?p=203"},"modified":"2012-05-24T11:02:39","modified_gmt":"2012-05-24T16:02:39","slug":"my-heart-is-flying-high-on-outstretched-wings","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/unorthodoxcreativity.com\/emky\/magic\/my-heart-is-flying-high-on-outstretched-wings\/","title":{"rendered":"my heart is flying high on outstretched wings"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Oh oh oh. Oh, my friends. November 21st shall forevermore be a day of celebration.<\/p>\n<p>Yesterday, I was divined a child of Nebthet-Nit-Seshat and Hethert-Nut, and a beloved of Ma&#8217;ahes and Serqet. Nekhtet!<\/p>\n<p>(<a href=\"http:\/\/unorthodoxcreativity.com\/emky\/the-five-netjeru\/\">An explanation of the divination for those unfamiliar can be found here!<\/a>)<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m not sure if I can write about this coherently, but I&#8217;m going to try very hard. :) The opening message from my Akhu, my ancestors, was an overwhelmingly positive one, all blessings, all encouragement that I&#8217;m doing well, all reassurances that I can do and have what I work hard to achieve. I am so very grateful for that, and I will buy them flowers in thanks, and I will start work on the little Akhu shrine that I planned out over the weekend. I hope to pick up a shelf tonight for that very thing.<\/p>\n<p>I am immeasurably delighted and surprised by my Mothers. I mean, yes, I&#8217;ve had <a href=\"http:\/\/unorthodoxcreativity.com\/emky\/tag\/nebt-het\/\">some very pleasant interactions<\/a> with Nebt-het before, and I had been intrigued by <a href=\"http:\/\/unorthodoxcreativity.com\/emky\/info\/god-bios-nit-neith\/\">Nit<\/a> (a very old hunter-goddess with associations with the primordial waters of the Nun) and <a href=\"http:\/\/www.kemet.org\/glossary\/seshat.html\">Seshat<\/a> (librarian goddess!), but for Her (yes, singular, as They are One) to be my Mother&#8230; I am awed. (And of course, Djeri and my sister were all &#8220;I never would have guessed but it makes <i>perfect sense<\/i>!&#8221; when they found out. XD)<\/p>\n<p>Hethert-Nut is Hethert as the night sky. She came outta nowhere; She&#8217;s the only one I had never had relations with before yesterday. However, while in a teaching chat with Hemet (the leader and founder of Kemetic Orthodoxy) a while ago, Her name came up and immediately had a color association with it&#8211; this rich, deep, beautiful royal purple, like silks. It&#8217;s not exactly common for me to get a color-vibe before even encountering a Netjeru, so I asked about Her, intrigued, and was given a little more information, but that was all until yesterday, when She was pronounced my Mother along with Nebthet-Nit-Seshat. And I was just&#8230; instantly enveleoped in Her color, and it was joyful and smiling and felt like a hug from a warm spring night with fireflies and stars and night-blooming flowers. &hearts;<\/p>\n<p>Ma&#8217;ahes&#8230; oh, Ma&#8217;ahes. I have become very close with Him over these past couple months, and I regret that I haven&#8217;t written more about Him on here, but I will make a separate post that explains our short but rich history soon. He is a male Eye of Ra, a lion-god, colored like the sun and usually seen as a warrior and\/or executioner of enemies. I see Him as human-animal, with a lion&#8217;s head and tail, paw-like hands and feet, and a muscular man&#8217;s body. Sometimes He has tawny-golden fur, but more often, I see His skin like magma, blaze-orange shining past patches of blackened char; to me, He is the setting sun, the transition between the golden glory of day and the encompassing darkness of night. I was so hopeful that He would show up in my divination, and so happy, so relieved, when He did. To me, He is also a god of storms, and it was thundering all yesterday evening, a soothing and grounding background to the RPD itself and my bubbling-over excitement.<\/p>\n<p>And Serqet! Serqet, the Netjeru I have written about most in here, for all my work with Her in prayers to help me heal from poisons and guard me against new ones. Until recently, when I felt Her presence&#8211; to accept the offerings a few weeks ago, to choose the colors for Her painting, and all of yesterday, when I wasn&#8217;t wearing my scorpion necklace, yet felt Her dull-amber energy drape around me like the collar of a cloak, like an embrace, and She felt happy&#8211; I would not have guessed She would show up. My sister and my partner both placed their bets on Her being here, and well, they win. :D I am grateful and happy that She is here.<\/p>\n<p>I will stop here, and leave essence o&#8217; joy scattered in my wake, and come back as soon as I can to write a little bit more, especially about Ma&#8217;ahes, as I have been amiss in talking about Him.<\/p>\n<p>So very happy and so very grateful, to my gods, to my community, to my Akhu, to Hemet. Nekhtet!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Oh oh oh. Oh, my friends. November 21st shall forevermore be a day of celebration. Yesterday, I was divined a child of Nebthet-Nit-Seshat and Hethert-Nut, and a beloved of Ma&#8217;ahes and Serqet. Nekhtet! (An explanation of the divination for those unfamiliar can be found here!) I&#8217;m not sure if I can write about this coherently, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[8],"tags":[16,17,14,18],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/unorthodoxcreativity.com\/emky\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/203"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/unorthodoxcreativity.com\/emky\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/unorthodoxcreativity.com\/emky\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/unorthodoxcreativity.com\/emky\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/unorthodoxcreativity.com\/emky\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=203"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"http:\/\/unorthodoxcreativity.com\/emky\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/203\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":290,"href":"http:\/\/unorthodoxcreativity.com\/emky\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/203\/revisions\/290"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/unorthodoxcreativity.com\/emky\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=203"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/unorthodoxcreativity.com\/emky\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=203"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/unorthodoxcreativity.com\/emky\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=203"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}