{"id":160,"date":"2012-02-02T08:32:26","date_gmt":"2012-02-02T14:32:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/unorthodoxcreativity.com\/emky\/?p=160"},"modified":"2012-05-24T09:32:59","modified_gmt":"2012-05-24T14:32:59","slug":"a-song-for-maahes","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/unorthodoxcreativity.com\/emky\/creativity\/a-song-for-maahes\/","title":{"rendered":"a song for Ma&#8217;ahes"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><small><s>Cripes I wrote a war song.<\/s><\/small><\/p>\n<p>So, I&#8217;m still pretty new to this whole song-writing business, right, and since I&#8217;m participating in <a href=\"http:\/\/fawm.org\/fawmers\/tybarbary\">FAWM<\/a>, with the challenge to write 14.5 brand new songs in the month of February, I&#8217;m a little intimidated. It feels like it did before my first <a href=\"http:\/\/nanowrimo.org\">NaNoWriMo<\/a> &#8211; exhilarating and terrifying. I think the month will give me a heap of experience in songwriting, music-playing, and being creative consistently and frequently, but that makes it no less daunting to leap in head-first!<\/p>\n<p>I was listening to the <a href=\"http:\/\/fawm.org\/jukebox\/\">FAWM Jukebox<\/a> all day at work yesterday. I was getting really excited and impatient to get home and start trying to make music. And when I got home, I had dinner, then started brainstorming. Too many ideas, none of them rooted enough to start playing with. I picked up my classical guitar, then traded her for a scandalous affair with J&#8217;s electric guitar (and got lost for a little bit in the fun of amp effects). I got a simplistic chord progression and a crappy first verse for&#8230; something that just wasn&#8217;t clicking. I put the electric back.<\/p>\n<p>I hit that unfortunate-yet-common spot in the creative cycle where my brain says ALL I DO SUCKS AAAGH and got sad. I kept trying, wanting to push through; I hit that low point when I was doing Nebt-het&#8217;s painting, too, but that came out alright! I can do this! &#8230;but eventually, tired and whiny, I stopped.<\/p>\n<p>See, I did not realize that Ma&#8217;ahes wanted a song.<\/p>\n<p>My sister clued me in when we briefly chatted and I begged her for musical help. I started writing a couple lines for Him, got distracted by other things, and it fell by the wayside. After I got tired enough to quit, my stubborn side reared its bulldog-like head and sent me into the (quiet, distraction-free) bedroom to write down the lines and see if I could, at least, make a little more progress on them. Anything to make this evening not be a musical wasteland. Some better note (pun intended) to end on, before I slept.<\/p>\n<p>Some short time later, I had a song for Ma&#8217;ahes. It did not merely flow as I wrote it down; it poured out like water over a broken dam. And it is not like anything I&#8217;ve done or attempted to do before. It&#8217;s rough, of course, but that&#8217;s the idea of FAWM: to create, not to spend endless hours polishing and perfecting. And I think I really do like it.<\/p>\n<p>If you&#8217;d like, you can listen to it and read the lyrics <a href=\"http:\/\/fawm.org\/songs\/22054\/\">right here<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p><i>Dua Ma&#8217;ahes!<\/i><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Cripes I wrote a war song. So, I&#8217;m still pretty new to this whole song-writing business, right, and since I&#8217;m participating in FAWM, with the challenge to write 14.5 brand new songs in the month of February, I&#8217;m a little intimidated. It feels like it did before my first NaNoWriMo &#8211; exhilarating and terrifying. I [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[6],"tags":[17,42],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/unorthodoxcreativity.com\/emky\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/160"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/unorthodoxcreativity.com\/emky\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/unorthodoxcreativity.com\/emky\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/unorthodoxcreativity.com\/emky\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/unorthodoxcreativity.com\/emky\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=160"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/unorthodoxcreativity.com\/emky\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/160\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":161,"href":"http:\/\/unorthodoxcreativity.com\/emky\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/160\/revisions\/161"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/unorthodoxcreativity.com\/emky\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=160"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/unorthodoxcreativity.com\/emky\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=160"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/unorthodoxcreativity.com\/emky\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=160"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}